Several years ago I was very sick and on my death bed. (You can read my testimony HERE) Everything looked IMPOSSIBLE! I was in SO MUCH PAIN that my body constantly shook. No matter how much medication I was given, even while I was passed out, I shook with pain! I was so sick I didn't care who was around me or what they were doing. I didn't watch tv. I didn't read books. I just laid there in agony praying for mercy, praying to die! The doctor's said it was hopeless, there was nothing they could do, my body was failing! They gave me ALL the morphine I wanted, trying to make me as comfortable as possible until my transition to the next life. We … [Read more...]

I have learned through the years that people don't like complainers and it really doesn't change your situation to complain except you feel worse for yourself in the end. Most people are shocked when they hear what I physically deal with from day to day because I try not to let how I am feeling affect what I am doing. Many see my walk with Christ and think that life is always on the mountain top, that I have it all together, that I can praise God because life is easy for me. But my situation is actually the opposite. I Praise God because I am weak. I Praise God because my situations are NOT easy. I Praise God because the mountain tops … [Read more...]